i tink once in anybody life they feel so stress or depressed tat feel like commitin suicide
sum ppl will stop tinkin lyke tat but sum didin causin to realli commit suicide
i been havin da commit suicide thoughts alot lately be coz of da stress
i tink i realli nid to relax or i will be on da news
da headlines will be:
15 YEARS OLD GIRL COMMIT SUICIDE DUE TO STRESSthen when ppl see tiz they will tell their kid "another stupid girl commit suicide,she didin tink of wad will happen to her parent and her love one will feel...so selfish"
now as i blog im listenin to
numb by linkin park it realli show wad im feelin now
Im tired of bein wad u wan mi to be
Feelin so faithless
Lost under the surface
Dunno wad u expectin of mi
Put under the pressure of walkin in ur shoes
(caught in the undertow.juz caught in the undertow)
Everystep tat i take is another mistake to u
(caught in the undertow.juz caught in the undertow)
[chorus]
I've becum so
numbI cant feel u dere
I've becum so tired so much aware
I've becumin tiz
All i wan to do
Is to be more lyke mi and be less lyke u
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Can't u see u're smotherin mi
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything tat u thought i would be
Have fallen apart right in front of u
(caught in the undertow.juz caught in the undertow)
Every step i take is another mistake to u(caught in the undertow.juz caught in the undertow)
And every second i waste is more than i can take
[chorus]
I've becum so
numbI cant feel u dere
I've becum so tired so much aware
I've becumin tiz
All i wan is to be more lyke mi and be less lyke u
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And i noe i may end up failin too
But i noe u were juz lyke mi wif sumone disappointed in u
[chorus]
I've becum so
numbI cant feel u dere
I've becum so tired so much aware
I've becumin tiz
All i wan is to be more lyke mi and be less lyke u
[chorus]
I've becum so
numbI cant feel u dere
Is everything wad u wan mi to be
I've becum so
numbI cant feel u dere
Tired of be wad u wan mi to be
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lately i keep disappointin ppl and moiself
even when im writing tiz im in da wantin to commit suicide mood
LIFE IS ABOUT TINKIN WAD TO DO OR WHERE TO GO NEXTU CAN TAKE DA SHORTER ROUTEOR DA LONGER ROUTEBUT BOTH LEAD U TO DEATH IT IS JUZ DA MATTER OF TIME