me and nicholas has a deal if who scored better in exam must treat another person drinks.i must win himi believe in competition bring out the best in someone so BEWARE NICHOLAS.he today give me eat 2 nuggets so i admit la.he win me in thechildish,stupid,freakingpepsi cola and chopstick.

at first i have 2 new hamster.then 1 got bitten by my dog and die.damn sad
then today i went searching for the same breed everywhere.and i finaly found it at east point.
actually i jus wan one but then there will be onli one left in the cage.veri lonely so i end up buying 2.
anyway there is this girl in msn she add me and say that her sis is JOJO as in the singer.
haha damn funny
firstly,jojo dun have any sibling
secondly,jojo is not born in canada
thirdly,she dun look like JOJO
damn funny sia....after i exposed her .she still say jojo and her has diff. parent.she scold that all chinese are stupid and dun have eyes and i bitch back.
"better than u no BRAINS.all stupid like George Bush"
in the end, she lost.
qt_sarsoor5@hotmail .com,go tok to her maybe this time she will say that britney spear is her sister HAHA
as now i am rushing to tuition next time blog more about my hamster

choir got bronze so as promised i nid to fork half the money for their seoul garden meal.
i damn looking forward to it even though it is gonna burn a big hole in my pocket
cme project is finally over and i sux in acting,a load off my mind.now i can focus on my mid year.now i am in the midst of studying history and ss.i really wanna do well for mid year especially combined humans.it is one of the few subject i wanna get a1.i think i got higher chance getting A1 for this subject and half i wanna win nicholas but i scared i cant remember all the things.

we are now having lesson in night study room again due to firdaus leg,he cant climb the stairs.no nid to move around and got aircon damn shuang.and nicholas finally win me in pepsi cola.i will win him.wait just u wait.haha i sound so competetive which i am.

my cute door curtain

i admit i am a faker.i wanna change it.i am trying.at least i admit,u?

today i saw one passage in chinese paper 2
some of the sentence i remembered
letting go of the hand usually meant leaving or the person has died.we come to this world empty handed but who can accept the fact that they are going to leave the world empty handed?
many scene of ppl dying flash in my head and as the person die the lifeless hand slip out of the grip of the other person.damn sad.
other than that i am quite worried for my paper 1,i scared i wrote out of point and paper 2 is harder than i expected i think this is the last paper sunny chong is setting for us so he wanna set VERY hard.
oh ya i bought a 'curtain' for my door.i do finish then post pic.i am halfway through now it is damn nice.this dont exactly fit my room.my wall is purple as i want it to be punky.then the curtain is like cute cute one.but hack,i like.this made me realised i dun have a particular style.i like all type i like those punky style,gothic style,mature style,retro style and sporty style.it is usually a period i suddenly like this style then maybe a month later change.now i am currently liking those mature style.like sweater,heels and shu nu bag.
i always try not to use plastic bag if i can like if i buy thing from the seven eleven downstair.i would say dunno nid plastic bag.even though only me not using plastic bag might not make any big diff. but i believe it is a start maybe other ppl seeing me do like that then they will follow.if everyone in singapore just use one less plastic bag,it would meant alot to the environment.
spread the word
SAVE THE EARTH

i am always very amused by a human nature.if it a person is caught in a big rain and around him there is no shelter,he would usually run to his destination.here is the thing ,u run also wet u walk also wet.u will surely get wet no matter so Y RUN.it is like in our nature that if caught in a rain must run.but it is useless ppl still do it.when i get caught in a rain ,i usually walk and enjoy it instead of wasting my energy avoiding something that had alrdy happen.anyway the women runninf for france president lost,i damn pissed but only lost by a small margin that alrdy meant alot.ppl are slowly accepting women in control.maybe next time she run again she might win.
i realised something bitchy today. i wan to start BFC.onli xy noe wad is that.
moving to more important thing,i mess upthe letter writing today,i ran out of time as i spent too much time thinking wad to write for my compo,short of alot of words sia.the words i used in my compo are those like'happy' 'great',i just cant think of any chim words. as usual for oral i was actually very relax but as my turn came my heart suddenly beat very fast.i think the conversation part of my english oral the marks surely very low.the reading i was damn nervous she kept changing the marks.i just wish my english can pass.the most funny is mh english oral.she say she and her family pluck strawberries in singapore.the teacher asked her 'really?'
my chinese oral went pretty well.i got sunny chong.YEAH!i damn happy sia.he say my reading not bad.but for the conversation part i keep on saying the word'like'
this is one of the many saying in the book ci qing that i like and is true
男人 刺青 要的是 力量
女人 刺青 要的是 愛情的記號
man tattoo to get power
women tattoo to remind them of something they love

i was watching the news just now and saw his news about the first female in france history running for the president.i really salute her.as women will always be seen as the weaker ones although ppl is like always toking about women should be treated the same as males.but i think that would never happen.it is like a unspoken law,ppl would always doubt a women ability.when ppl first see a women doing something they will always think"how can she do it ?she is a women" instead of thinking about like her skill and abilities.this is the truth and it is damn sad women know many ppl do not believe in their abilities especially in political where the men dominate.this cause alot of women do not dare to take up roles of a leader as they are afraid they will be rejected.many of the politician in france think of her as a vase,have the look but brainless but her campaign prove them wrong.she knew the ppl wants and wad to do to solve france increasing unemployment rate.i hope she win.result out on the 22nd of april.
Segolene Roya

today i pon sch again as i felt it is a waste of time to wake up early in the morning to aattend two lessonwas down with flu.
went back to sch at 3 to attend speech day...it was wait ,wait and wait.must wait for all those vip to reach.the concert over is not bad la.EXPECT for the chinese dance it is a disgrace to the chinese.it is damn funny.they are suppose to be a dance about happy girls playing together but they dance like crazy girl.i like the anklung and the malay dance best.the malay dance was enjoyable compare to the chinese dance.i like the sound the anklung make actually i wanna join but all the member is malay if i join surely very out so i drop the idea.

biggest news of the day
mh hit my boob
we were playing during chemi then mh hit my boob.it was damn funny la.i amlike grinning as i typed and to make matter worse
Mr Alwi saw it........................argh....my reputation is ruined.he sure think we lesbian.ARGHH...NONONO
nothing big happen expect this after sch when mh house to chill and i remember to protect my boob
random no.
10 was the age i am sure i am going to be a fashion designer
11 was the age had my first crush
12 was the age i had the best times in my primary school life
13 was the age i stop believing in angels
14 was the age i start dieting
15 was the age i gave up on alot of things
16 was the age my future became more and more unclear to me

today went to white sand to get my free ben and jerry ice cream.it was OMG la.i ate the banana flavor one.i lurve ben and jerry.my new wish is to try all ben and jerry flavor.i must control my spending urge.
there is always a queue

my reward.i thought the scoop surely damn small but it is the normal size one.this make all the queueing up worth it.yumyum it is banana flavoured and it have pieces of small chocolate.

three new hair band 3 for $2.of course must buy

exam coming again......................................

this few days i am like always hungry...maybe it is due to my periods.luckily i didin gain weight.i have decided not to take the make up for napfa i got a feeling i cant pass this year.anyway i finally start transferring to the big piece for my art.i am like so stressed up this few months cos i am afraid i cant keep up with the class.i everyday rush like mad.

tomoroe going to eat free ben and jerry ice cream..blog about it tomoroe

to celebrate my birthday my family went to japanese buffet restaurant at suntec.the steam egg is OMG lo.i wanted to load the pic but stupid blogger dun let....
and in sch we celebrate me,yvonne and ekta birthday.so qiao the cake was the same as my grandma one's.i will try to load the pics tomoroe.

OMG....i today went jogging at bedok reservior park.it is my first time continuously ran 2 km.it is all in the mind.out of the whole distance i ran like 3 km.in the past i think i onli ran 1 km.

today health check up outcome as i thought,i nid to wear SPECS NONO.my eyes alrdy so smal,wear liao will seem smaller.ARGH....i alrdy guess i surely need specs,i thought i can wear contacts.GUESS those who have small eyes very hard to wear so mostly they dun let u wear.WAD THE HELL then they cant make it smaller meh?actually my vision has alrdy start to affect my studies but i still dun wan.........
wad i look like with spec....the spec + my hair i look like a N E R Dalthough there is only 3 day off from school i still go ahead and paint my nails.the colour damn nice
I WAN TO CUT HAIR........just now i caught my mom staring at mi then she say Y UR HAIR LOOK SO OLD???then i realised it is.i decided to cut it tomoroe

i juz realised it is my blog first anniversary......
although i am only actively blogging for like 8 months.......

since the choir ppl takeover the cafe i think i am like spending most of my recess there eating cup noodles.as usual many ppl is waiting to buy their cup noodles.then the nurse from the health checkup is like telling everyone not to eat too much and talking about the unhealthiness of cup noodles.nobody give a damn,ppl our age will just continue eating and regret it decades later.it is funny,we all noe is unhealthy but we usually do not care.we always think we are still young so it doesnt matter.i decided i will cut down on the no. of instant noodles i am eating.
it is confirm our stupid chinese teacher has given up on us...is like 4e3 and 4e4 pupils is mostly slacking during class and she didin even like say anything.it is damn obvious,most of us is like lying on the table.
anyway recently i have been doing something stupid in order to hope to meet someone
random camwhoring pics\/

it is finally over.....BUT i heard from others that is napfa in poly*dramatically*NO.....No....no....it cant be the thing that motivate me to run is the thought that this is the last year i am running.PLEASE GOD dun let this be true.

i finally blog after along LONG time...actually all this while i was trying to blog,i always wrote long post then the stupid blogger will not let me post then make all my effort go to waste.
anyway recently i very pissed with mrs vytalingam.what the fuck i work my ass off she fail me,then lydia did like so freaking little she passed her.i am not trying to say lydia is wrong or what.what the hell.i work everyday lo REALLY everyday,i everyday at least draw one.i do so much i never once see her happy with my work.getting fed up so now i decided i will not care about her failing me.it will not affect my o level result anyway.even if i fail i also fail happily as i did what i like but if i passed i will surely go back to school and tell her in the face SEE I CAN PASS WITHOUT YOU!!
MRS VYTALINGAM if you are reading this i want to tell you
can you just leave me alone and let me do my own work.you just need supply me with the materials and shut up.i dun nid ur advice...
those are the words i always wanted to tell her in the face but i dun dare and this is the least respect i can give her by not telling her in the face..but very hard to say if tomoroe she might make me lose control of myself.i remember i USED to like art lesson but now art lesson to me is just scolding and being pissed off.sometime when in art class after getting scold by her i feel like crying..i am not exaggerating but it is not because of her...it is that everytimei do art at home,i always think that after seeing my art pieces mrs vytalingam will like say not bad or just like dun say anything.but what i get is always scolding......