there is all kind of smile but the one i think i like most is the smile u show while doing the thing u like and u noe u rock at it....i thought of this after seeing an ad on tv,that is about a music conductor music album.while he is conducting,he show a smile that show he is so satisfied with what he is doing.damn shuang.u like it and u are gd at it.

i acidentally came upon the movie 'polar express' while i was boringly flipping channel.i see that it has jus start might as well take a look.i was glad i watch i like the story and the music.watching this movie make me wanna believe in santa.i always like it that in some show that are meant for children,they always say believe and ur wish will come through.it really like make me feel that if i really want womething,i can achieve it if i just hold onto it and believe i can make it regardless what other ppl say.this movie kinda make me think of something.actually a small part of me had always believe in santa.....who know,it is a big world out there.like what a song in the movie had say we were once dreamer but we had to grow up one day.as a person grow,does he stop dreaming?i think as ppl grow up they saw reality and feel like their dream will always be just a dream as a result they stop dreaming.i must remind myself never stop believing even if i grow up.
anyway there is another song apart from this one in polar express call
believe by josh groban
that song rock..
i change my song to WHEN CHRISTMAS COME TO TOWN
although it is not yet christmas..wadever i like it

WAAAAAAA.......................................................
my xiao bai die'hamster'.
he got bitten to death by the bigger hamster
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA........................................................
i cry like hell sia.........
apart from that tragedy,my life now is no diff. from school days,everyday also nid to go sch do art.actually today i also wanna go but that freaking security guard will not let me in.he say alot complaint????!!for wad wearig slipper in will cause wad?school get smellier due to hong kong feet?
anyway now i am like so supportin BANJAMIN from campus superstar.OMG he sing damn gd
JIA YOU

i had just finish reading a book written by jodi picoult.it is my first picoult book.i like the way she write.the pact is about a girl and a boy who grew up together.then the girl cant bear living anymore.the girl does not dare to shoot herself want the boy to do it.the boy loved her,seeing her in such pain,he suffered more.realising if all she wants is to end her pain,he shot her.but everyone think of him as a murderer than another victim or a person who lost the love of his life.damn sad....from the start i didin believe that the boy shoot the girl.but after reading what really happen in the end.i think she is a lucky girl to have someone that put her needs in front of his.the boy not wanting the girl to die still shoot her because that is wad she wants.and the boy did the right thing

i am now currently searching online for recipe.i wanna cook a full course dinner for my family since i now got alot of free time.i am deciding between eastern or western.i prefer western but there is more work that need to be done.i nid to do like appetizer,main course and dessert.chinese i did it b4 it was alot easier.cook rice 3 dish and 1 soup and i am done.i think i am choosing western for a change.by the way i am making tiramisu tomorrow.YIPPEE.i L-O-V-E tiramisu.

i was like crying when i saw the encore of the ghost whisperer.i saw the episode b4 but i was really bored so i just watch.this episode is about her thinking of her grandmother and she remember when she died.it didin hit me so hard when i first watch it.tat was b4 my grandma death.i like just noe how she feel and tears just roll down.i was not like close to my grandma.we dun speak the same lang. and i always have the feeling she dun like mi do i didin bother like toking to her.everytime i see like dying on the tv,i thought of her.she was like the first person that is like my relative who pass away.b4 her was my granddad but i was too young to like reall feel sad.but i remember i cried like hell during the cremation.becoz deep down u jus have the feeling you will never see him again.